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Sunday, March 30, 2008

A satirist is a man who discovers unpleasant things about himself and then says them about other people. Peter McArthur

Learning to ignore things is one of the great paths to inner peace.
Robert J. Sawyer,

Nothing is permanent in this wicked world - not even our troubles.
Charlie Chaplin

Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway.
Elbert Hubbard

Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.
John F. Kennedy

10:55 PM

Friday, March 28, 2008

my cousin and Dave..

me and my cousin...

Pretty DoGGie

peace..my heels poking into the ground..hahaha..wrong attire to Botanical Garden...

where are the others???

taking a step like mommy...

cute animals ballon..i want..LOLS..

6:14 PM

50 Quiz Questions

Tagged by:Belle

1.Do you like to talk a lot?

depends on my mood, the situation, and the ppl i'm with.

2. Do you love anyone now?

Still figuring out what love is...

3. Do you hate being scolded in public?

Tell me who will like it

4. Do you hate school?

Hate the management of my school, but loves the study and friends there

5. Do you hate yourself?

Trying to love myself more everyday

6. Do you find yourself cute?

Depends a lot on my mood

7. Do you like anyone now?

I wish I do

8. Do you smoke or drink?

drink occasionally

9. Do you like your teachers?

Most of them, miss my high school teacher...

10. Do you take drugs?

Should I try it?

11. Do you like going to the movies?

Depends on my mood and the movie...

12. Do you have a pet?

No..

13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?

Depends ...

14. Do you eat every morning?

Most of the times..unless don't have anything to eat..^^

15. Do you go online everyday?

Yep,if I have the time...

16. Do you want to cry now?

For what?

17. What are you doing now?

typing lor

18. What are you thinking of now?

My white jeans...

19. What are you listening to now?

You're so vain

20. Who was the last person who sentyou a message?

Pinkie

21. Last time you got lonely?

now?

22. Last time someone made you happy?

What is happiness?

23. Are you angry at someone?

Thief...

24. Guitar or drums?

Drums..

25. Do you love the people who make you happy?

of course...

26. Do you believe in those people?

I believe in most of the people ard me...

27. What is your target for this year?

Be Happier

28. Do you rather shop alone or withpeople?

Alone...

29. Who do you hate now?

Thief

30. Who are your best friends?

In Singapore : Belle, Karlyn, Janice, Marilyn, Dave...
In Indonesia : all members of Teen8, Pinuz family, Wenny, all members of Killer crewz...a lot...

31. Who are you missing now?

My family and best friends in Indonesia, my bro....

32. How are you feeling now?

Feeling blue...

33. What can you say about your ex-bf?

.....

34. Are you single or taken?

Single..

35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?

a lot

36. Do you think your ex really loved you?

...

37. Message to your enemy?

return my white jeans to me!!!

38. The most important thing in arelationship?

still figuring out

39. Say something about alcoholism?

it can kill you...

40. Any advice to a friend you knowwho has a problem?

Everybody is happy and don't have any problem...

41. What can you say about the people you HATE?

God bless you

42. Name a person you like to see everyday.

my parents....

43. You're in love with that person?

Forever in love

44. Last tough question you answered?

What can you say about your ex-bf?

45. What did you answer?

...

46. Do you have a lot of pic in yourfriendster?

Last time yes..

47. Favorite place?

home sweet home

48. Favorite thing on that place?

bed....

49. Are you looking forward onvalentines day?

nope..it's just another day

50. Are you happy right now?

what is happiness?

3:25 PM

Created by Belle for me ...
Like it a lot, Thanks...^^

3:08 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

7 things you'll like to say to 7 different people, but will never..

Tag by Belle...

1. ...

2. ...

3. ...

Well, I don't write things I don't want people to know...So, basically I am not going to write anything about this? Haha..Lame, I know ^^

3:29 PM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Hiii, Long time never blog...
Going out soon with Isabelle...Going to collect my passport and going to bugis...^^ Janice said that she wanted to have dinner with us and Marilyn, but she didn't contact me until now and I kept calling her but nobody answer...Maybe she is busy..^^

at This Post I want to compare what my life would be If I stay in Indonesia and never come to Singapore and my life now...

What happen if I stay in Indonesia

-In 2006, after my graduation from Senior High School, I would go directly to Petra University, maybe taking English Literature Major...
-Getting scholarships or special programmes for having graduated with first rank
-Enjoying my holiday and taking driving lessons
-Starting the degree with friends, meeting freak lecturers and gossiping with friends every break time,
-going to shopping centers every weekend with either my friends or parents
-Stay in my own house and have the entire second level of my house for my house, which means, 3 rooms to choose, a tv and home theatre set, piano, and a lot more to use ALONE
-Busy doing all the projects like the rest of my friends during the school day and only have time for myself during the Christmas holiday or other holidays
-never think about my future after graduate, just enjoy the school for 4 years
-busy finding boyfriend during my study and maybe going to marry somebody after getting a degree
-having babies?

The Reality:
-after the graduation, I still study for IELTS and SAT, passing everyday with burdens in my mind because of not knowing continue to where after my high school
-Going to Singapore alone for one and half month. Can't remember what I did during that time...Mostly were going to schools in Singapore I think..
-Going back to Indonesia for 2 months and most of the time were spent for studying SAT
-Started the school in February 2007. Only enjoying schools for a year before starting to stress about what I should do during the long school holiday in MDIS, what I should do after I graduate...where I will go after graduate
-Staying in a small room with a cousin who sometimes gives me headache and sometimes makes me smile or laugh, a TV to share with everyone, and a maid who makes me headache all the time, and Dave who is always there to make me happy
-Going to a lot of intereting places

If you were me, which one will u choose?

2:05 PM

Saturday, March 15, 2008

This is the picture I took at the Bottle Tree Village. Cute tree, I have never seen it before. My cousin thought that it is a tree which is put in a big big bottle. Then it turned out that the tree's trunk is like that. My next door uncle said that the tree was taken from don't know which exotic country. =)

If only the restaurant can be reached easily by public transport, I would like to bring my friend there. =) Too bad, It is a remote area in Sembawang there. Haha..

3:09 PM

I had a dream last night
I could neither remember nor understand this dream
Should I try to remember it or just let it pass
Cause I have fears
Somehow would make me sad
But
What if
It turns out
that the dream will make me smile?

3:06 PM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Having toothache(or gum-ache?) rite now...Going to be twenty soon and still suffering from growing tooth. It makes me feel like baby! :)

A bit busy lately. Suppose to have something this morning but then cancelled. So, I just staying at home and updating my blog. Hehe...

Nothing I want to post actually...No mood to talk. Lame huh?

Just hope everything is going to be fine. My birthday is coming soon, should I put a wishlist on my blog and hoping somebody is kind enough to give me presents or I should just try my best to fulfil my wishes? =) Haha...actually, the answer is the second one. Nobody can fulfil what I want except me and God. Actually, lately one of my wish came true. Won't tell you what it is. =P

For me, birthday is just the same as another day. It's just I become a year older. My family don't have the habit to celebrate birthday. For us, everyday is birthday or special day as we are able to spend time together and happily together. Now, we are seperated, if I have a wish, then that will be celebrating my birthday with my father, mother, and brother. =)

Lately, I also become easily stressed and agitated. I don't know what was the reason. Belle told me that it's because we are girls. Haha...Well. Nothing I can say then. ^^

If anyone of you wants to enrol in MDIS, I will suggest you, do not ever do that. MDIS is the worst school in the world. I hope I can graduate as fast as possible. And there is this student coordinator who is so super duper stupid that cannot understand what you say and so lazy that keeping saying promises which she will never do. God bless her. ( too many people cursed her alr).

Anyway, going to class soon. Nothing can stop me from going to school. I feel better going to school than staying at home to see my pretending-to-sick maid. I mean, come on, when I was so sick, I even never complained anything and just kept on sleeping so I could get well better. She is a maid and older than me but act like a small kid, keep complaining on her headache and (donno real or not) fever.

I used to have a very nice maid in Surabaya. She was very nice to me. I miss her so much. She worked for my family for almost 8 years, and she never complained anything and never STOLE things! Unlike this donno from which planet special maid that keeps irritating me.

12:20 PM